No mood

I have no mood to study...

ya, if there is anything I need right now, that is motivation...

motivation to study...

Even if I have a test tomorrow...

Right now, I just have the motivation to slack..

To help even when it hurts...

How far would I go to help a friend?

In terms of economics, I'm stupid...wasting my time like that...

Well, maybe they might appreciate me or maybe they won't, but as long as it makes a difference...
Like the starfish story which MOE is trying to brainwash people into teaching...

Mid term break

Well, I've been rather unproductive this holidays in terms of academic work. Well, its a break right?

Been going for meetings, playing squash, making trips to fong seng, not to mention going to my 3rd home - editing room.

Hmmm...maybe I'll be slightly more altruistic and help out with the cleaning of the editing room. Ok, actually there is food provided after the cleaning session..hehe.

Last few days I spent a lot. First it was Hogsbreath at vivo, then it was Aston's western food at pgp, then Indonesian panggang (Yes, I consider indo panggang as expansive food). Running out of cash, I need to withdraw some...

Its funny how fast people's feelings change.

Anyways, I'm tired. Nights!

Start Work!

Due to lack of motivation, my work has been lagging behind quite a bit.

But somehow, I still can't find the motivation to study and do work.

Busy Busy Busy...

I think everyone around me is very busy...

This morning after lecture, I saw a group of chem engine students crowded in front of LT6, handing up assignments.

Afternoon, people are busy usual. Rushing to classes, writing essays.

Evening comes, people rush to meetings, meet deadlines, rush essays, attend meetings, do projects.

I'm not that busy now. (Not that I'm not busy, but I feel that others around me are more busy)

My busy time will come soon also...

Sometimes, during nights like this
I feel lonely...

I'm weak, to show that He is strong...

He gives power to the weak,
And to those who have no might He increases strength.
Even youths shall faint and be weary,
And young men shall utterly fall,
But those who wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.

This verse has been quoted many times in countless occasions. But do I really believe it? Its harder to believe this when I'm tired and weak.

We all do have a limit, don't we? I'm not near my limit yet, but somehow, certain things overwhelm me recently.

To be able to fly, mount up with wings like eagles. It has been my dreams(There are times when I dream I flew) To be able to fly and soar above everything else...

To be able to run and not feel weary.

To be able to walk and not faint.

Of course these analogies are not meant to be taken literally. But to be able to have that amount of vigour...

I hate late night meetings...

Yeah, especially when I have morning classes the next day.

I'm actually quite weak. 5 hours of sleep isn't enough for me.

I need Sleep!

A feast!!

Chinese New Year just ended for me, and school starts tomorrow. This new year, I really had a feast! (Ya, ya, there goes Victor and his talk about food again...)

Yesterday night, I had a RM600 feast at desaru. Its the most expensive meal I've eaten so far. First dish is yu sheng (A dish which I never eaten before I came to Singapore). After that, it is followed by some herbal soup with fish bladder, sea cucumber, black chicken and some chinese herbs. The soup is pretty thick and it looks rich. Next, some sprouts cooked with abalone in some kind of sauce (I think some superior thick sauce or something). A big steamed pompret fish follows. Along with another dish of some kind of vegetable, mushrooms, squids and scallops. The scallops were big and juicy. After that, we had small lobsters in some thick cream which according to my aunt, is some thick stock made from lobsters( I think). The sauce was so thick and creamy and good. heavenly. Next, there was duck cooked with sea cucmber. After that Chili crabs. The dessert was yam and sweet potatoes in some yellow cream (I think corn syrup) and longans in ice.

The only thing bad about this feast was when I had a stomach cramp while eating the pomfret. It really spoiled my appetite and I couldn't eat the remaining dishes . Well, I did try to eat those dishes sparingly, or else its an utter waste coz most of those things I have never tried in my 21 years.

Well, today I had another feast. I just came back to singapore and we went to a Japanese restaurant and ate sushi and japanese food to our hearts content. My aunt's treat! Yay! For dinner, we went to my uncle's house for some foo chou dishes.

Ya, I really ate till I couldn't eat any more today...

Distracted...

Lately, there are a lot of things on my mind...couldn't really concentrate in tutorials or lectures...

Buck up!

Lately, I've not done a single tutorial. I've skipped some lectures and I've slept through some. Its time I buck up and put more effort in my academic studies.

Well, maybe I was busy, but those are just excuses. I still have lots of free time (for example, time spent blogging this) In addition, the Chinese New Year mood had settled in, and I no longer have the momentum to attend lectures or go for any stuff...

anyways, can't worry about that, I've to go home now. Bye!