Expensive lesson

I have learnt my lesson, I should have not spent money on myself. I have lost so much money. No more frivolous spending for me. I guess I have to learn to manage my finances better each day

Remember

I have been wanting to do many things this year. However, I never got to start on any of it. I exercised for a while and stopped. I read the Bible and stopped. I wanted to do a daily reflection and I stopped. I guess what I lack is discipline and perseverance.

I guess when I felt like I am losing you, I start to treasure you more. So maybe bad feelings and feelings of insecurity makes me appreciate you more =)