What really differentiates a great person from normal people? Is it the vision that they have? The execution of their vision? The intense focus they possess? The passion that keeps them moving? The determination to stand up after every fall? Or is it the timing and circumstances they are in?
Those seem like normal things which normal people can do…But to really do it well and better than the rest, I guess that is not so normal after all.
I have learnt my lesson, I should have not spent money on myself. I have lost so much money. No more frivolous spending for me. I guess I have to learn to manage my finances better each day
I have been wanting to do many things this year. However, I never got to start on any of it. I exercised for a while and stopped. I read the Bible and stopped. I wanted to do a daily reflection and I stopped. I guess what I lack is discipline and perseverance.
I guess when I felt like I am losing you, I start to treasure you more. So maybe bad feelings and feelings of insecurity makes me appreciate you more =)
The feeling of having an income, the security of the job that comes with it, makes me want to spend. Spend, spend and spend. Makes you feel good, considering I haven’t really bought any nice things for myself since a long time. Now, that I have one whole month free, and yet I’m being paid, paid handsomely with bonus as well, for doing nothing, makes me even want to party and splurge.
I am getting materialistic. Yea, who doesn’t like to own stuff and keep them. However, it pays to plan where you spend your money on. So I’m also trying to go into investing.
Love is suffers long and is kind; love does not envyl love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things. hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.
When I look back at the past few years of schooling I wondered what have i done? What have I achieved? Was life intended to be this way for me? 24 years of not achieving anything. Some people have already made their first 1 million when they reach 21. Some already got married and started a family. Well me? haha who knows?
So this is my journey, the journey to find out what I am supposed to achieve in life…
